Moved!

I finally got serious about my blog and writing, so this site has moved to an actual domain. Visit me there at: inner-infinity.com

Chicago

I’m here in the place I was born. Here for the first time here as I should always have been. Alive, and stepping forward into the endless wind. Resistance, the pushing against obstacles placed in my path has become an innate way of knowing that I’m moving forward. An internal compass telling me which direction …

Dark

Night is dark, reflexively so charcoal blackness covers landscapes, bedrooms, and barns. Obliterating all, enveloping, making lost. Magnificent mountains, glorious diamonds, shining faces Gone Effortlessly gone Yet... Dark is not enough to hide some things For some things, are even darker than night.  

Fuzzy

I have PTSD from trauma long ago, and sometimes my symptoms make my life more complicated than I wish it was. Like a teenager who keeps making the same mistake over and over, but can't see it coming each time, my triggers sneak up on me in ways I should expect, yet don't seem to …

TDoR

As I sat watching the news coverage on the night of Nov 8th, 2016 my mind wandered across the future. I knew I was at a point in my life where I was going to transition. I’d already decided I couldn’t see another birthday pass now that I really knew who I was and how …

Changes

I’ve heard parenting described as abject terror interspersed with unexpected moments of sheer joy. In a way this the last few days have mirrored that for me. You see, I’m transgender, and I’ve been transitioning in my personal life for a while. After a month of preparation, yesterday I came out to my students and …

Inner Infinity

I am a Unicorn. A creature who doesn't exist,so rare nobody has ever seen one. That makes me invisible and unavoidable.Probability says each part of me is improbable on its own, adding them all together makes for impossibility beyond measure. A million, billion impossibilities rolled into one.I shouldn't exist.Therefore I don't exist. Yet here I …